Jesus At The Center

It’s rare that I write 2 succeeding blogs in 1 day, let alone 1 month. But after writing what I wrote earlier lambasting and ranting about age and leadership, I have now calmed down. Plus a shot of Korean wine and coffee helped. Not sure how but it gave me headache.

Seriously though, I led the Praise and Worship earlier today, January 28, 2018, and our last song was, guess it… Yes, JESUS AT THE CENTER by Israel & New Breed.

I was able to think clearly after 2 large cups of coffee and a shot of alcohol and it made me realized something. Is Jesus at my center?

Part of the song says:

Nothing else matters,

nothing in this world will do.

Jesus You’re the center,

and everything revolves around you.

While writing this blog, I am playing in constant repetition the 2 versions of the song.

Jesus be the center of my life,

Jesus be the center of my life

From beginning to the end

It will always be,

It’s always been You Jesus

I know I’ve made a mistake of taking things and turn it into one big mess but, I guess the good thing about it is, me – questioning my own faith and where it’s foundation is laid. I started checking my heart and praying to God to correct my feelings. I asked one Pastor to pray for me because, at the end of the day, I know it is my pride that is hurting more than anything. I just hope I am not too late.

From my heart to heavens

Jesus be the center,

It’s all about You,

Yes it’s all about You

I asked God for forgiveness. I asked Him to give me a servant’s heart. I asked God for help.

Jesus, be the center of my everything.


[ Meralco issues ]

i am really not happy at this time. first, Meralco has sent us a disconnection notice WITHOUT THE BILL for the month of January 2011. that is one. i thought it is ILLEGAL to do that. and the funny thing is, the only reason they gave us was, “wala pong magdadala”, (“nobody can distribute the bills”). FOR THE WHOLE SUBDIVISION!?!?!

i mean, COME ON! for the whole place?! that is a lame excuse. then we will be receiving the disconnection notice that gives us just a few days. you guys kinda ruin the financial allocation for the electricity.

also, the bill has a SYSTEM LOSS CHARGE, see image. why are the ones paying this charge? and does this include the electricity usage by Meralco? are they paying their own consumption? or are we the ones doing this courtesy to them?

and of course, the government can’t do anything about this stupid issue.