It’s rare that I write 2 succeeding blogs in 1 day, let alone 1 month. But after writing what I wrote earlier lambasting and ranting about age and leadership, I have now calmed down. Plus a shot of Korean wine and coffee helped. Not sure how but it gave me headache.
Seriously though, I led the Praise and Worship earlier today, January 28, 2018, and our last song was, guess it… Yes, JESUS AT THE CENTER by Israel & New Breed.
I was able to think clearly after 2 large cups of coffee and a shot of alcohol and it made me realized something. Is Jesus at my center?
Part of the song says:
Nothing else matters,
nothing in this world will do.
Jesus You’re the center,
and everything revolves around you.
While writing this blog, I am playing in constant repetition the 2 versions of the song.
Jesus be the center of my life,
Jesus be the center of my life
From beginning to the end
It will always be,
It’s always been You Jesus
I know I’ve made a mistake of taking things and turn it into one big mess but, I guess the good thing about it is, me – questioning my own faith and where it’s foundation is laid. I started checking my heart and praying to God to correct my feelings. I asked one Pastor to pray for me because, at the end of the day, I know it is my pride that is hurting more than anything. I just hope I am not too late.
From my heart to heavens
Jesus be the center,
It’s all about You,
Yes it’s all about You
I asked God for forgiveness. I asked Him to give me a servant’s heart. I asked God for help.
Jesus, be the center of my everything.