thoughts of memories

just thinking of it.
life might be better,
my view differs,
and my eyes see clearer.
but will i be there tomorrow?
will i see a bright future,
when dark nights of my soul
is what i longed for?
when pain stays longer
than the usual.
when seeing you again,
for the first time,
brings back those laughters,
those that we shared,
and the anger i felt
after you left me for someone else.
i have been sitting here eversince
the day you walked out on me.
God knows how i wanted to die.
but He didn’t let,
He want me to live.
and i don’t know why…


written: January 24, 2005
Gabs Narazo
© 2005 [soulprojekt publikation]

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