i always prayed to see you
dancing outside in the rain,
filled with joy & laughter,
never a spot of loneliness
and no trace of sorrow or grief.
i always beg the heavens
for answers to my qualms,
even though i know i am nothing
in the eyes of the good Lord God.
i bruised my knees in askingGod
for protection and deliverance
for you all of the times.
and all i’m just wanting is
proof of what i had been asking
for a long, long time.
would it be a defiance if i
really asked heavens for one answer,
i had begged for so long,
been praying for one consolation,
i need your love.
written: April 5, 2007 Gabs Narazo © 2007 [soulprojekt publikation]