it was the beginning of the end
when i realized that it has to wait,
pain and pleasure are the same,
it gave me freedom and slavery.
i was hanging on to the moment,
been left there for dead by people
whom i thought were good ones.
i got the impression i am alone,
and i try to tell them to leave me
for i don’t need anyone of them,
but they just don’t listen.
and it is a stupid thing that i did,
i kept on trusting people and
getting hurt by being played upon.
i trusted and was left to die,
where are those so-called friends?
written: March 3, 2007 Gabs Narazo © 2007 [soulprojekt publikation]