a lost soul’s prayer

why have i ended here?
in a place i know exists
but never thought i will
be returning again to this
desolated place.

i know i have fallen from grace,
my mistakes led me to believe
that i am unworthy of Your love.
i lied to myself.

those people who have betrayed me
they’re still living their own lives,
while i got stuck here in this damn place,
i remained to be a liar and stupid.
what have i done to myself?

never did i wanted to be left alone,
i wanted to break free from my lies,
i wanted to start my life all over again,
i wanted to move on and be alive.
though i have fallen in love with sorrow,
i would have to separate my life.

i will stay in the darkness,
because nobody judges me here.
i am still me, even if I’m free.

written: April 3, 2007
Gabs Narazo 
© 2007 [soulprojekt publikation]
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