why have i ended here?
in a place i know exists
but never thought i will
be returning again to this
i know i have fallen from grace,
my mistakes led me to believe
that i am unworthy of Your love.
i lied to myself.
those people who have betrayed me
they’re still living their own lives,
while i got stuck here in this damn place,
i remained to be a liar and stupid.
what have i done to myself?
never did i wanted to be left alone,
i wanted to break free from my lies,
i wanted to start my life all over again,
i wanted to move on and be alive.
though i have fallen in love with sorrow,
i would have to separate my life.
i will stay in the darkness,
because nobody judges me here.
i am still me, even if I’m free.
written: April 3, 2007 Gabs Narazo © 2007 [soulprojekt publikation]